3rd blog already.
so here is the letter:

Dear Kei,

Happy birthday..I wonder if you remember about me saying that I like a guy who would never accept me? and I said I wont tell you who is it..for a long time, it was YOU. (:
yea your probably doing the O: face haha..
but because you said you really like that girl alot, I thought wont have the chance to be with you..
But Its your decision to choose who to accept.
Your going to Switzerland soon.. That is why last time I asked you if you can deal a long distance relationship..
I don't know if I can accept the fact that your leaving malaysia..
Have a blessed birthday keiffer. :)
Everytime you sms me,
a smile would just appear on my face, laughing happily.
its my first time feeling very comfortable talking to a guy.
You would make me smile when I'm down, bored, lazy..
Your words to me are like gold to the poor..
You say the sweetest things that other of my ex cant beat.


If you do say no to me,
it's okay. (:

If you do say yes to me,
I'm going to scream my lungs out, cry, and hug to you death haha.

again, happy birthday.
I'll call you when I'm back to Malaysia.



Love,
Isabell.